Disclaimer:This is a work of fiction and any resemblance to any person(or girl:we do think that way) is purely co-incidental,well not purely ;)
It was Tuesday.I dunno the date,but it was the second class,yes,I had missed the very first class I was supposed to attend.With unnecessary guilt and more dominating sleepiness,I slowly walked past five rows,selected a seat at random and deposited my lazy ass on it.Unconcerned,I dozed off till I heard commotion.Finally,a teacher entered,he kept his gibberish on for a span of forty-five minutes that seemed to me like a whole age of civilization.To me,it was just so un-intriguing.The world started seeming unworthy.
Few days passed and I was immersed in the beauty of the place,with nature all around in it's full,splendid form,I was too absorbed to even think of hitting on girls.The real deal for me was the climate of this place.Since long I have had a fascination for rains,loved being drenched in those prickly,tiny droplets and for a moment losing the sensation of my identity.Rain seems to replinesh the soul,each drop coming straight from heavens and wasing away every single piece of guilt or concern.The place was serene and my state of mind resonated with the beauty of it.
For days,eating,sleeping,killing time and avoiding human contact became my primary issues of concern.But if you are a moth,you are bound to be attracted towards flame,having the knowledge that flame is usually dangerous for you does not seem to have an impact on your approach,instead knowing that you are an enlightened moth makes you more vulnerable to flame in a sense that no mind can fathom-that's human nature for us-complex yet so mystically engaging.And so the moment she entered the class,I knew I was the stupid moth beholding my flame that is bound to incenerate me to a pile of ash sooner or later.But life lies in living and cherishing the moment,so off my eyes went for their trip.Stupid marble pieces,they tend to fix their gaze on every entity that threatens my existence.
Forgetting the regulating beauty of nature I was immediately under some unknown spell,spell of another form of beauty,complex and magnetic.For a moment my mind drifted to it's realm of comparisons,the subjects this time being her beauty and nature's beauty.Period of dilemma followed,then I gave up thinking about that as I fealt that it was so very unjust of me to compare two things that are in their own repects,the most beautiful things known to me.That day I returned and found my horror materialising.Yes,I had my first SLEEPLESS NIGHT.I was doomed,struck hard by the arrow of beast with the bow who pretends to be an angel.I wonder what people saw in that monster that they came to calling him 'Cupid'. Cupid???Are you kidding me?Isn't that a way too cute for a creature of his barbarism.First trapping innocent happy souls,lulling them into a world of alternate existance and then ruining their present.Anyways,I knew I had fallen his prey...
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